Winter

I am sorry loves! This is not the reading type of post. I just wanted to share these photos that I shot when winter first began. I hope you liked it. And don’t forget to follow my Instagram so you don’t miss out on my stories  ♡
 
 
A new beginning..
I want to start this post with something that I wrote a few weeks ago...

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So much to do. I feel stuck. I have heard of the saying do what you love and I understand the meaning of it like everyone else. For some, it’s easier to actually get to that goal and have their dream come true. I am struggling. But I have a harder time to let it all go and give up. I believe too much in the true meaning of joy in life that millions of people are searching for, including me. I am thankful to have known from an early age what I want to do in my future. But growing up I started second guessing if I could actually make it. That just made my dream more and more faded through time. Right now, my future is a blur. But one thing is crystal clear and it’s that I still know what I love to do. It’s the only thing that hasn't changed the past decade. I have decided to push myself to get somewhere and trust my current journey until I see my path towards my dream again. I won’t give up!
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Since I wrote that, I started being harder to myself. I wrote down a list of what I have to do and noticed that I will have to step out of my comfort zone to make good possibilities happen.

••• GOOD NEWS •••

» Yesterday I went on an interview in one of my absolute favorites shops and they have agreed to let me try out working there! I am equally nervous as I am excited to start doing new things that I’m about to experience.

 

» I have also heard of a secret project that people are working on. I didn’t get enough hints so my brain has gone wild on creative ideas of things they are probably working on^^
#1 hint December ~ That is already a huge month on its own! Plus making this a secret makes it so much more interesting to me.
#2 hint My part ~ If they would want me to be working with them, my part of the project would be something I’m good at of course haha. So maybe it’s photography, illustrations, editing or something like that. Again they wouldn’t exactly say because it’s a secret so I only get to know very little.

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I think that’s the end of the hints I got. Not much ey, but I’m so interested and praying hard that I’ll be part of it!

I had more to say but noticed that I started getting off topic so I may save it for another time.

 

••• PHOTOGRAPHS •••
I photographed these pictures back in April during an event called Hanami at Botaniska Trädgård.

It was a beautiful day for this particular event and it felt very special with all kinds of people just having a wonderful time with friends and family.

16000 people came here to this event which actually became their new record!  

Their previous record was actually also during Hanami where they hit 11000 people.
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H U G S !

 

Hey, missed me?

I like coffee. But not too often and not the strong kind. But love to sit down and have a little chat over coffee. It’s kind of nice, don’t you think? So I was thinking, I should always have a cup of coffee on the side while writing a new blog post but I then realized that I may have actually done just that every time I wrote a post! So I decided to make an illustration of it for my blog. It looks like this! 

I can’t believe that I ended up not blogging for a long while. I can’t remember the reason why I stopped at the time. But recently I updated my twitter bio and wrote “ [...] I do blog posts when I feel like it [...] “ made me realize how true that was. I guess that’s just me. I started blogging for many reasons and it’s not for show. I’ve always wanted my blog to be a place where I can visit myself and feel better. Meaning it’s supposed to be something positive, right?
 

Wrong.

 

My blog isn’t meant for positive things… It’s more than that. I am supposed to be true to myself and let everything out there. Even though others are visiting my blog. I ain’t here to serve but to share. And whoever do visit has a choice of liking it or not. At the end of the day I am only human who goes through good and bad things. And I believe that I am not the only one. It’s time for me to be more honest specially to myself.

 

Things may get more sensitive as it gets more personal. But this blog is my therapy. It’s not a place for anyone to judge how I feel, or what I do with my life. But feel free to comment whatever you wish. Even if it’s negative ~ I’ll take it as your way to express how you feel/think and even accept it.

 

Moving on. I’m gonna blog when I do feel like it. I appreciate the viewers that has been visiting even while I’ve been absent ~ warm hugs for you sweeties!

I’ve recently started making designs for Lizel. I continue whenever we are on the phone together. In the meantime, I’m working on my own things. I don’t think it will take long until my next post but I have already planned a bit for that so I believe it will be really soon.